Friends cheat?

There are many quotes that have somehow been attributed to me over time.  I dont deny that I said any of them although I dont remember the majority of them.  The few people that know me best know I love making a joke out of anything and everything and rarely take anything seriously.  Frankly, Im not sure I know how to take anything seriously.   There is just something wild, free, fun, flirtatious about being able to sit back and joke about anything and everything that comes your way.  It has a Bogartesque/Bondesque feel to it.  Let the world fly crazy round while you laugh at whatever comes your way.  Really though in my rare thoughtful times every once in awhile I get back quotes like "Friends cheat, thats why they are friends".  Really, I said that?  That is completely non sensical mumbo jumbo.  Although in someways I see why it might have made sense.  Friends cheat sadness, sorrow, and other Satanic wiles.  Friends give you the lift and wings to just keep on keepin on....that warm smile and an arm around you lets you know that they are behind you, beside you and in a second you are ready to keep fighting by each others side.  The most fun and most fulfilling things in life are being surrounded by great friends.

BYU Womens Soccer

Dear BYU Womens Soccer,

   You are the greatest thing on the planet.  Jaiden Thornock...I dig your style...so fierce but so smooth.

                That is all.

The lovers, the dreamers, and me...

I am a dreamer.  One of the reasons why I consider myself part southern or part cowboy is that I have always loved and dared to dream.  Being a dreamer is a blessing about 80 percent of the time, however right now does not belong to that 80 percent.  The idealist in me is rarely evident in my subconscious and most of the time i dont remember my actual dreams from dreaming at night.  Im mainly  a daydreamer, a believer that I can do difficult things.  Right now, my actual dreams are vivid and far closer to "beautiful nightmares" than anything else.  The interrupted sleep and waking up to reality is taking a converse toll on my actual daily dreams.  The funny thing is, I have found a way to tear it up at work and remain oddly focused.  My attention to detail during the daytime is kind of ridiculous at this point and my ability to think clearly after the 5 o'clock quitting time is completely shot.  Life, its a funny conundrum.  Nothing is ever as it seams.  "What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing...someday well find it...I've heard it too many times to ignore it

There's something that I'm supposed to be".